2020 Book List

It has been a long time for posting on this blog as well as updating my book list.  But between not having a lot to say and taking awhile to get through a couple of books, hasn’t been much to put on here.  But here’s the books I’ve read so far this year:

Onward: Engaging the Culture Without Losing the Gospel by Russell Moore

A Critical History and Filmography of Toho’s Godzilla Series by David Kalat

2019 Year in Review

2019…an interesting year to say the least.  And the 2010s were an interesting decade to say the least.  I can’t say I’m not sad it going away, this has to have been the toughest decade I’ve been through.  But it speaks to God’s grace and mercy that I did.


Final reading list for 2019:

Vintage Church by Mark Driscoll and Gerry Breshears

Why We Love The Church:  In Praise of Institutions and Organized Religion by Kevin DeYoung & Ted Kluck

To Live is Christ To Die is Gain by Matt Chandler

Wait Till Next Year by Doris Kearns Goodwin

Good Faith by David Kinnaman & Gabe Lyons

Creature of the Word:  The Jesus-Centered Church by Matt Chandler, Josh Patterson and Eric Geiger

On Reading Well by Karen Swallow Prior

Growing Down by Michael Kelley

Holy Superheroes!: Exploring the Sacred in Comics, Graphic Novels and Film by Greg Garrett

Godzilla On My Mind: Fifty Years of the King of Monsters by William Tsutsui


This is the 15th year of keeping track of books I’ve read. Here’s the number breakdown:

2005: 19

2006: 20

2007: 18

2008: 22

2009: 29

2010: 24

2011: 15

2012: 14

2013: 9

2014: 7

2015: 13

2016: 12

2017: 12

2018: 7

2019: 10


Here is what I learned in 2019:

1.) Share a kind word to someone each day.  It means a lot not just to the person but to you as well.

2.) Do whatever you can for people and if you’re not able to, give it over to God.  He’s ultimately in control and can trust He will get it done.


Highlights of 2019:  Getting to visit my friends in Kansas.  Going to a Titans game with my best friend.  Winning trivia contests with some friends.  Opportunities to preach.  Got to see the NFL Draft in person in Nashville


My hope for 2020:  To be more like Christ.  To express myself creatively again.


I hope that the new year and new decade brings new hope and new opportunities to you and that God may bless you throughout it.

My Favorite Films of 2019

2019 was an interesting year in film (both in the theater and streaming).  There were some really great films I saw and some meh.  But I wanted to highlight my favorite films of the year.  So here they are (in no particular order):

Modest Heroes

This was actually a set of three short animated films from Studio Ponoc (the same studio that did Mary and the Witch’s Flower) but I would put it on my list.  They each told their own story (one about two young siblings trying to survive without their parents, a kid with a food allergy trying to live a normal life, an seemingly invisible man trying to navigate the world) but had that theme woven throughout of being heroic in lives that on the surface don’t seem pretty heroic.

Apollo 11

A documentary on the Apollo 11 mission leading up to, the actual mission and the return home.  I saw this film in IMAX (which was the best way to see it) and it did not disappoint.  I loved how the film needed no voice over narration.  The footage spoke for itself and brought to life what the mission was all about and the impact it had and continues to have on us.

Wonder Park

This animated film was so much fun (and pretty original too).  It’s about a young girl named June who creates a theme park through imagination called Wonder Park and finds out it’s a real place but is in complete disrepair and it’s up to her and some of her imagined creations coming to life to help restore the park to its glory.

Okko’s Inn

Based on a manga of the same name, Okko’s Inn is the story of a young girl named Okko who loses both her parents in a car accident and is sent to live with her grandmother at an old inn.  While there she’s able to see spirits and interact with them.  She also starts working at the inn and through this learns more about herself and her family.  I loved the animation and the story.

The Sun is Also a Star

Based on a book of the same name, this story tells a love story between two unlikely people over the span of a day.  I loved the story and the cinematography.

The Best of Enemies

Based on the true story of two people who were polar opposites living in Durham, North Carolina in the 1970s: C.P Ellis, a local KKK president and Ann Atwater, an organizer within the local black community. When the issue of school integration came to the forefront in Durham the two were put together on a committee to work through potential solutions. Through this, there developed a friendship and the film shows how their lives (and the lives of the people in Durham are changed).   I feel like this film is getting overlooked for awards season but it is deserving of some recognition.

Godzilla: King of the Monsters

The next film in the Legendary Monsterverse series, Godzilla: King of the Monsters was all that a kaiju fan like me could want.  Godzilla taking care of business.  The first appearance in American film of Mothra and King Ghidorah  Lots of action and callbacks to old Toho films.  If I had to say the film I was most hyped to see, this would be on the very short list and it didn’t disappoint for me.

Fast and Furious Presents: Hobbs and Shaw

A spinoff of the Fast and the Furious franchise, Hobbs and Shaw was definitely fun and entertaining with two characters who were polar opposites and who seemed to get paired up more often than not.

Blinded by the Light

Based on a true story, Blinded by the Light told the story of a young immigrant in Britain in the 80s who latches onto the music of Bruce Springsteen.  I loved the integration of music into the story and loved how it was in essence a soundtrack throughout the film.

Brian Banks

Also based on a true story, Brian Banks told the story of a young man wrongly accused of assault and who served time and after he got out fought to clear his name of the crime.  I knew the story going in and it was portrayed very honestly and spoke to the heart of the true story.

The Art of Racing in the Rain

Based on the book of the same name, the story is about a dog named Enzo and his life with his human Denny and family.  It had a lot of elements I love: sports (with racing), family, a dog, compelling story.  I thoroughly good film.

After the Wedding

This film is a remake of a 2006 Danish film of the same name, After the Wedding tells the story of a young woman who is working in an orphanage in India who gets a call from New York to meet with a donor about money for the orphanage.  When she gets to New York she is invited to a wedding and at that wedding encounters an old lover, who turns out to be married to the executive at the company who is giving the donation to the orphanage.  To me, this is the underrated film of the year.  The performances are tremendous particularly of Michelle Williams and Julianne Moore.


A fun animated film that tells the story of Yi, a young girl living in a big city in China who encounters Everest, a Yeti on the run from scientists and a collector and who wants to get home to Mt. Everest.  Yi along with Jin and Peng, set off to help return Everest to his home while also taking in the sights of China.  I loved the story and animation in this film.  Such a great and heartwarming film.


A retelling of sorts of the origin story of one of the most well known super villains, Joker is in one word: intense.  Joaquin Phoenix’s performance is intense.  The cinematography is intense.  The score at times is intense.  It is simply an intense film.

The Current War – The Director’s Cut

Based on the story of three men who helped changed America through their work in bringing electricity to the masses: Thomas Edison, George Westinghouse and Nikola Tesla.  I loved the performances here with Benedict Cumberbatch, Michael Shannon and Nicholas Hoult.  They were tremendous and the story was well told and compelling.


Based on the true story of the events leading up to and the actual Battle of Midway, Midway was an epic war film.  Though I prefer the 1970s version better than this one.  I did enjoy a lot of the performances and the visuals were very stunning.

Ford v Ferrari

Based on the true story of the big rivalry between Ford and Ferrari and the 24 Hours of Le Mans race, Ford v Ferrari to me is my film of the year.  Matt Damon gave his best performance as Carroll Shelby.  Christian Bale is tremendous as Ken Miles.  The visuals are stunning  The story is compelling.  Overall, this is my film of the year.

A Beautiful Day in the Neighborhood

“Inspired” by a true story (weird but that’s what it says in the film) of a Esquire reporter and the interview and budding relationship that took place between him and Fred Rogers.  Tim Hanks was tremendous as Mr. Rogers and the film was so emotional.  There were moments throughout were I was welling up with tears because it was so moving.

The Aeronauts

The Aeronauts is the story of two people who in the late 1800s set about to break the world flying altitude record in a balloon.  This was such a fun film.  Eddie Redmayne and Felicity Jones were great in their roles.

Little Women

A new adaptation to the classic book, Little Women tells the story of the March family and the highs and lows they experience growing up together.  I loved the film.  I thought it did a great job of telling the story and making it its own while not losing sight of what makes the story real and compelling.

MoviePass Adventures: Month 23

It appears we have reached the end of MoviePass.  It was during this month that they announced they are indefinitely suspending service so it looks like it’s finally over.  It’s too bad because I was one month away from what would’ve been my two year anniversary with them.  I at least got one more film out of them and not it looks like I’m fully on the AMC A-List bandwagon.  Here’s the film I saw with it (not counting what I saw with AMC A-List: After The Wedding )

1.) Overcomer

This is the first film I’ve seen in a long time that was not a sequel/remake/based on a true story.  Overcomer tells the story of Hannah Scott, a young teenage girl who is going to a new school and is trying to find her way while also being the only person on the cross country team.  She as well as her coach (Coach Hammond) are seeking to answer the question of where they find their identity.  I’m always highly critical of faith based films (because I want them to be good and be faithful to the Gospel).  I felt like this film did a good job in being faithful to the Gospel.  The Kendrick Brothers are usually good about that.  The storytelling of the film is okay.  it’s not great but it’s not bad either.  Overall it was a solid film.

Total films seen overall with MoviePass: 66

(Number of unique films seen overall: 64)

(Number of films seen with AMC A-List: 36)

(Number of unique films seen with AMC A-List: 32)

MoviePass Adventures: Month 22

Let’s be real.  It’s shocking that Moviepass is still a thing that is working.  Ironically, I was able to update the app and start accessing it again right after a lot of new bad press came out about the company.  Yet, the product still worked for me.  So here’s what I saw this month (not counting what I saw with AMC A-List:  Fast and Furious Presents;  Hobbs and Shaw, The Art of Racing in the Rain):

1.) Brian Banks

Based on the true story of a young man wrongly accused and convicted, Brian Banks is about a young man who as a teenager was wrongly charged and convicted of a rape charge that landed him in jail and took away essentially 10 years of his life and the fight he had to clear his name and get exonerated.  I knew the true story this film was based off of so I was already interested in seeing the film.  The film does the story justice and was very compelling.  It is definitely worth seeing whether you’re a sports fan or not.

2.) Blinded by the Light

This film is based on the true story of a Pakistani teen living in a small town in England and growing up in the 80s who finds a voice through the songs of Bruce Springsteen.  It is such a funny, warm, uplifting, heartfelt film that deals with themes of love, life, family and finding a place in the world.  I’m not a huge Springsteen fan but I really liked how they weaved his music into the story.  And all the actors were great in their roles.

Total films seen overall with MoviePass: 65

(Number of unique films seen overall: 63)

(Number of films seen with AMC A-List: 35)

(Number of unique films seen with AMC A-List: 31)

MoviePass Adventures: Month 21

For only the second time in my adventures with MoviePass I failed to see a film.  This time it was because mainly that the company put its app “in repair” and shut it down from use on July 4th and I hadn’t used it prior to that date.  And they gave an indefinite date as to when it will be working again.  So it may be done.  Thankfully there is AMC A-List that has allowed me to still see films.  So in its stead I’ve seen the following: (Toy Story 4, Spider-Man: Far From Home, The Lion King)

Total films seen overall with MoviePass: 63

(Number of unique films seen overall: 61)

(Number of films seen with AMC A-List: 33)

(Number of unique films seen with AMC A-List: 29)

MoviePass Adventures: Month 20

MoviePass is still a thing (though not from lack of trying where I was literally this close to cancelling it because of some goofups with the app) but still have it and still able to use it  Here’s this month’s films (not counting what I saw on AMC A-List which included The Sun is Also a Star, Godzilla: King of the Monsters x2)

1.) Aladdin

This is the live action remake of the classic Disney animated film.  It tells the story of a young man named Aladdin who finds a magic lamp and with the help of Genie, a Magic Carpet and his monkey friend Apu, try to win the heart of Princess Jasmine while avoiding the evil Jafar.  On it’s own I really enjoyed the film.  Compared to the animated film, I thought they did a good job adapting it to live action.  I’m usually not a big fan of these animated to live action remakes but this one was really good.  i thought the character of Dalia the handmaiden to Jasmine stole the show.  Though I prefer the animated version, I still think this was worth seeing and enjoyed it.

Total films seen overall with MoviePass: 63

(Number of unique films seen overall: 61)

(Number of films seen with AMC A-List: 30)

(Number of unique films seen with AMC A-List: 26)

MoviePass Adventures: Month 19

MoviePass still keeps going along (and funny enough had a person at a theater tell me this month “Use it while you can”) so here’s this month’s viewings (not counting what I saw on AMC A-List: Breakthrough (two times), Penguins, Avengers:  Endgame, Pokemon: Detective Pikachu)

1.) The Best of Enemies

Based on the true story of two people who were polar opposites living in Durham, North Carolina in the 1970s:  C.P Ellis, a local KKK president and Ann Atwater, an organizer within the local black community.  When the issue of school integration came to the forefront in Durham the two were put together on a committee to work through potential solutions.  Through this, there developed a friendship and the film shows how their lives (and the lives of the people in Durham are changed).  It is a very powerful film.  I thought the performances were tremendous and loved the cinematography work.  I hope this film is recognized with awards come award season.

Total films seen overall with MoviePass: 62

(Number of unique films seen overall: 60)

(Number of films seen with AMC A-List: 27)

(Number of unique films seen with AMC A-List: 24)

MoviePass Adventures: Month 18

I keep wondering at times whether MoviePass will keep working whether on it’s own end or do like they did a couple months ago and pretty much never have a film for me to see.  But it’s still working (barely) so here’s what I saw this month (not counting what I saw on AMC A-List: Five Feet Apart, Dumbo, Shazam!)

1.) Wonder Park

This fun animated film is the story of June, a young girl who through her imagination and mom’s encouragement designs “Wonderland” a theme park with wild and zany rides, wondrous characters and full of wonder an joy.  But then June later finds out the park she dreamt up has gotten into disrepair and it’s up to her and the animals of the park to try and bring back the hope and wonder of the park.  I loved this film.  It’s a very heartfelt story with laughs and feels and tells a great story for all ages.  I would put it in my favorite animated films of the decade hands down

Total films seen overall with MoviePass: 61

(Number of unique films seen overall: 59)

(Number of films seen with AMC A-List: 24)

(Number of unique films seen with AMC A-List: 22)

Hope for Redemption: Thoughts on Star Wars Episode IX Trailer

Everyone that know me knows I’m a huge Star Wars fan.  I have been one since I could ever remember (aka a really long time).  I loved the films, the novels, the comics, the video games, the toys, everything.  I know the original trilogy by heart.  I went and saw the prequel trilogy films opening night (well at least I and II while I was in college).

Fast forward to the sequel trilogy.  I was super excited about The Force Awakens.  I went and saw it like 5 times in the theater.  Then came The Last Jedi…The most divisive Star Wars film and one of the most divisive blockbuster films ever.  I remember the seeing first trailer and having reservations about the film.  I thought “Oh it’ll be fine.”  Then I saw the film opening night.  And my reservations were warranted.  It…was not a good film.  Objectively and subjectively.  It was not good as a Star Wars film.  It was not good as the middle arc of a trilogy.  It was…bad.  To this day it is the only Star Wars film that I have only seen once and have zero desire to ever see it again.

On top of that was all the noise that developed from it.  You had a group of fans that were angry and hateful about it on one side.  On the other side there were a group of fans (as well as some media and people that work at Lucasfilm) that demanded that you love the film or you were racist, misogynistic, sexist, etc.  It left people like me who were in the middle of all this feeling not wanted by a fandom.

So in the past year or so my excitement for Star Wars waned tremendously.  I became apathetic to Star Wars.  I did go see Solo and it was fine.  And I was planning on seeing Episode IX when it came out in December but I wasn’t getting my hopes up.

Then the trailer dropped today.  That trailer.  It gives me hope.  Hope that the things done in The Last Jedi will be fixed.  Hope that the entire Skywalker saga will end on a good note, one that honors the characters of this fictional universe.  Now I don’t think The Rise of Skywalker can fully repair the damage done by The Last Jedi but I think it can go a long ways to fix the major problems.  But above all I hope that the extremes on both sides that screamed the loudest following The Last Jedi will put down their arms and come together to enjoy a film together, one that (hopefully) honors the story that George Lucas created.