I’ve been in a writing rut of late. There hasn’t been much that has been inspiring me to write. There hasn’t been the motivation to write. I’ve had these kind of seasons where I want to write but I don’t know what to write about or have any inspirations to draw from to write. Couple that with a season of time where there’s nothing “exciting” going in my life it makes for being in quite a rut.
I think it also plays into creatively being in a rut. I miss being a part of a podcast. I miss having that format to explore creative ideas. And though I have toyed with starting my own podcast, I just haven’t been able to get it off the ground just yet Feeling in a rut.
This season of my life has been more downs than there have been ups. It has been a struggle. My hope is always that things will improve but when one is stuck in a rut, it takes a lot of momentum to get out of it.
I’m going to try and brainstorm some ideas at least for this blog to try and get out of this writing rut. Hopefully the inspiration and motivation will come and the creative ideas will start flowing again.
Tomorrow is Thanksgiving and throughout all this month I’ve seen friends post things they have been thankful for throughout the month. It is good to be reminded of the things God has blessed us with, not just this month but throughout the year. Here are a few things that I am thankful for:
*Jesus Christ. This has to be number one. I wouldn’t be who I am or where I am without Him. I was reminded again today how thankful I am for Him and what he has done. That Jesus, fully God and fully man, came to Earth lived a perfect life, was tempted yet never sinned, died on the Cross to pay the penalty for my sins, rose from the grave three days later and is alive and well. I’m not always the best follower of Jesus but I’m grateful that he forgives me when I repent of my sins and has changed me and continues to work in my life (through the Holy Spirit).
*Family and friends. In good times and rough times, it’s good to rely on family and friends. It is such a blessing to have those people in your life who love you and care about you. Life is not meant to be lived alone but in community. This is a great reminder of that.
*Church. Ties right into family and friends and community. We all need that that community of believers to encourage, exhort, spur one another in our walks with Christ. It is important to be connected to a local body of believers and that’s key to be a part of a church.
*Fun activities. I enjoy sports and video games, movies and TV shows, reading and writing. There’s lots of cool things that are fun and entertaining and I enjoy doing. And the cool thing is getting to enjoy that with others.
I hope that all of you have a great Thanksgiving and that as you celebrate with food and family (and football) that you take time to remember the blessings that God has provided and be thankful.
I like to write. Writing is something that I like to do. Well, I should say creative writing is something I like to do. I never was a big fan of writing research papers in high school, college or grad school. Granted, I could write them and did pretty well if I put my mind to it. Even if I didn’t, I usually ended up with a pretty good grade. Regardless, writing is something that I enjoy doing and am decent at it.
Writing is an outlet for me to express myself. Growing up I would write poems or short stories. Some of those I still have in some notebook that is stored away. Some have been lost. I even wrote a novel that I started in high school and worked on for years. I eventually “finished” it and maybe someday might get around to publishing it. Then a little over 10 years ago (wow, 10 years) I started blogging. That was a way to express myself and to keep track of my journey. This led through several different blogs (LiveJournal and Xanga) and several different states and even a summer overseas. Through rough times and good times, i blogged about them.
Last year and early into this year, my writing tailed off. I wasn’t inspired to write anything and wasn’t motivated to write. I think it was the season of life I was in (and I guess somewhat I’m still in at the moment). Creatively, I was in a writer’s block. Blogging wise, there was a lot of things that I was trying to processes outside of blogging and so I wasn’t writing.
Then about the time I started this new blog, I read an article (which the author’s name now escapes me). But the author was talking about writing and sometimes you have to just write whether you’re inspired or not. And I thought about how when I was going through rough times in ministry and how writing was a way for me to process things. I knew I needed to get back to that. So taking off of the Nike slogan “Just Do It”, I’m trying to “Just Write It”. Whether it’s this blog or creative writing that I will try to do again, I know I just need to write.
I would encourage you (those who may read this) to find your creative outlet. Whether it’s writing (like me) or singing or painting or whatever it is, find that thing were you can process and express yourself. Use it as a means to share your life with others and glorify God as well.